08 Sep 2008 God’s life, not mine
 |  Category: ministry
Double rainbow outside our house today. If you look closely you can see the second one above the bright one. I took it with my camera phone, so it’s not that great.

Sunday was the kick-off for our church’s 40 Days of Purpose revisited. This will be my first time to go through 40 days of purpose. The sermon Sunday really got me excited about this. On Tuesdays Tim and I will be leading a small group at our house to do an in depth study of 40 days of purpose. There are lots of small groups in our church going on probably every night of the week all over town for everyone to get plugged in.

Pastor John’s sermon Sunday really touched on something I was talking to God about a few weeks ago. When Tim and I signed up to lead a small group for 40 days of purpose I was willing, but kind of frustrated because this means another Bible study that I am suppose to lead/help lead. Kind of a funny thing to get frustrated with right? Here’s my schedule starting full blown next week: Sunday morning – teach 2nd grade Sunday School. Sunday evening – help out with Senior high youth group, Tuesday evening – co-teach 40 days of Purpose adult small group, Wednesday evening – co-teach The Journey (Confirmation with my awesome 9th grade girls).

Looking at and thinking about that schedule kind of overwhelms me, and a few weeks ago when I was starting to get stressed over that schedule God kind of knocked me in the head and straightened me out. I was thinking that I was taking on way too much and I wouldn’t have time for other things that I want to do, giving time to myself. Then all of a sudden God told me, “What are you doing? You are not here for yourself, I put you here, and you are here for me. To serve and to teach others about me.” What a wake up call!

I was really wanting to go to an adult Sunday School class to get fed, but when I asked Tim if I could bow out of helping with the junior high I really felt a passion to help teach a children’s class. And on Sunday during service John spoke a little on Hebrews 5:12, “You have been believers so long now that you ought to be teaching others. Instead, you need someone to teach you again the basic things about God’s word. You are like babies who need milk and cannot eat solid food.” I know that now in my walk with Christ that I learn so much more when I spend the time with God preparing to teach others what He teaches me. I was just wanting to be lazy.

And then I started to stress about finding a job the closer we got to going to Virginia for Glory’s wedding because I wanted something to start right when I got back. And God delivered! I started at the high school the day we got back. I was kind of bummed that I’m only working 30 hours, not 40 a week, but again…this is not my life, it’s God’s. Working 30 versus 40 is great for my ministry schedule. This leaves me not only with energy when I get home to still take care of the house, but it is a great schedule for youth group, and giving me energy to spend preparing Bible study lessons.

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    Susie 

    A rainbow is used in the old testament to show “a promise” from God! Looks like God was speaking to you:) So glad to hear that your first day at school turned out so good! I just KNEW you would like it! The DD are such a sweet people…God will bless you for this:)